4.30

still suffering today - not sure what is wrong with me but i do know it was not helped by falling asleep on the floor last night. eventually woke up about 4.30 am and then struggled to bed.
struggled is an apt word for it - not just because i was bleary with sleep, still a little woozy from from whatever it is that ails me but also because my flat is a pigsty. i live in total mess - the sort of place that when discovered normally belongs to the bloke who has just wigged out and shot 13 passerbys. there are parts of my flat where the carpet has not been seen in years. it is currently in a state that even i am shocked by how messy, cluttered and untidy it is. the problem is that its is so bad it is hard to know where to start in order to get in clean. not to mention can i afford the bin bags i will need to get the stuff out to the dustmen when they come.
but it has to be done and it has to start now. (well not right now as i am at work but you get my point).

the only other places i have seen that approached mine both belonged to scots - one was living in cardiff and his place did indeed look like the habitat of a militia sniper. in the case of the other it was his car - in that unique he had turned it into a rubbish bin on wheels, not seen his car for a while i can only hope it is nice and tidy now, still he does have a good taste in country and western music.

if i am lucky i might have my flat cleaned up by christmas - i can only wonder at what delights i will unearth.